Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Just let go

Yesterday i was crazy working. Damn tire man. Again facing the laptop type type and type all the way until eleven o'clock (curi curi msn too la =p). When i finally get to stand up and do the yawn gesture, i heard the "cracking" sound from my back. Ohh, another over time day. By the way, it's not the worst one actually, compared to last time twelve o'clock under basement3. I believe the record will be break very very soon. Probably tomorrow as our dear Cynthia say that she is willing to work with us until mid night minimum 12am. Hold on, how about the maximum? O.o" Nobody knows.

Today i wake up very early in the morning to meet up with Yap, the one who allowed me to change third gear and drive towards the busy road on my first day of driving while he was sitting beside me eating nuts, cutting his fingernails and giving out instructions. That's it! He's my driving instructor. ^^ I drive along Pandan Indah, do side parking and three point turn. During my driving, my phone rings two times. Gosh, i forget to turn on silent mode. So I just ignore it and try not to get distract by the sound since the new born baby road driver here need fully concentration on what she's doing. I don't hope to end up the car parking at the nearest service center. =) Early in the morning who will he or she be i wonder (private number). On the way heading to no fun job, i received that call again. Ohh, is Onion Chung Gor who calling to the find out his angka giliran from me. My god, today is the day for us to find out which U we are getting in. But why yet i feel nervous? Until i start msn, many of my classmate had checked online while some are still lagging and some already know which U they are getting in. Unfortunately, some get none. That's how the "Boleh" gov doing their part. Start from then only i feel so nervous. I scare to know the result. Will i get nothing after what i had done in the pass one and a half years? Please do treat me like that. o_o Surprisingly/Amazingly/Wonderfully i get the same U and same course with my dear little Pei Wen..so happy. ^^ That moment i call her with my tears also coming out. Can't believe after we had been in the same school, same class and almost every years sitting beside each others from form one to upper six, we both still manage to get the same U and course together.Wow.. What a lovely coincidence~

Btw,I was thinking of running far away from here before, after i got the result i feel like i still not willing to give up and part with many things. Sigh.. Maybe i should just let go.

Friday, June 13, 2008

Being Tagged

First of all, thank you for your tag. Though i really didn't know the regulations of this kinda tagging things, I've make up my mind to complete the given task. This shows the honour by being tagged by the person who was also been tagged.


1. Which do you prefer? Black or White?
White is always better. My favourite color wat~

2. What kind of person do you think you are?
Ordinary person who is waiting for something extraordinary to turn up.
p/s: Might just start with shirt sleeves.

3. Blue or Red?

Neither blue nor red. Purple shall be.


4. What's your mood right now?

Music makes one feel so sentimental, it always gets on one's nerves which is the same thing now.


5. List down 5 things you did yesterday.

Dreamed bout driving four wheels drive again.

Help a game fever friend search for Ipoint Reload Card at Edicom
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Read a dramatic forum which the anti-informatic guy who posted it..sucks.

Work OT at Low Yat until 12am.@.@
Closed my eyes.


6. List out 2 of your best friends( more than 2 la...)

Never list out--best friends do not need it cause they will know it.


7. What kind of boy do you prefer?
Guide me the path when i can't bear to see.

8. Do u like your dad or your mom?

I do. When they are not moodiness.


9. What's your favourite colour?
Either white lie or whitewash.

10. Which would you prefer? Japan or Singapore?

Japan, though wa ka ri ma sen~ i like their culture.


11. List down 3 things in your mind.

Blog, Drive, Him.


12. Who are u chatting with in
MSN?
Nope, cause i appearing offline.


13. What are you doing?

Thinking & blogging.


14. What do you know?
I know who I am. No one else knows who I am. If I was a giraffe, and someone said I was a snake, I'd think, no, actually I'm a giraffe.

15. What's friendship?
Friendship is born at that moment when one person says to another: What! You too? I thought I was the only one.

Who do you tag?

Baba, Popo & TS



~The End~

Friday, June 6, 2008

一封寄不出的信

虽然已不算太高,可却还是跌得好疼,疼攀入心里头去。被你的冷言寒语给冻透了全身,整个人像被冰封去寻找那一丝丝地温暖,你还愿意吗?是想把一切从记忆中永久地删除掉吧,仿佛从来不认识彼此。
“这就是你想要的?你非得这样做不可吗艺翔?”


白依


白依没哭,不是因为她坚强或不难过,只是心口的痛渐渐麻木了她。像僵在巨大的冰块里,无法移动面无表情没有思想想从内心消去这寒冷,可却无能为力。看起来若无其事,其实并不是没裂缝,而是她在心里仍然想要保留它的完整,不希望它破。非常不容易尝试着走出他的阴影,出了门也会在路人甲、乙、丙中搜寻和他相似的身影或在曾经一起到过的地方期待着某某的出现。

有人告诉白依说,倘若她要完全走出伤痕需要很长的时间,至少一年,甚至更久。人是不能一直活在回忆当中的,奉劝一定要拿出勇气来摆脱它。但...

她能做到吗?